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♥ Almond Ng | 17 | 22 Jan | HWACH | Christian | Wushu | I cant write as well as all the other kids |

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  as dark as dark chocolate
I have no idea, a t a l l, why I am going through such horrible times times. Competition and study life were pretty alright, and even enjoyable, for the first few days. Then somehow along the way my mind decided to screw itself and morph me into an angsty person. If you have been following me on twitter/keeping in touch with me I guess I would have ranted to you about the several causes of my frustration? Basically it's due to some unintentional yet insulting words people spat that aroused my defensiveness, being one damn burden to NYWS and relationship problems with my mum. This list is non-exhaustive-- sad to say; but the rest are simply trivial matters that probably irked me for a moment or two before being brutally eliminated from my memory. so nvm about that

 Being angry is really tiring and I'm honestly damn jaded from feeling angsty all the time. And I hope these sentiments would go away but they haven't-- rest assure, I'm still trying to block them all out. But for some unknown reasons they won't leave me the fk alone for the time being. It's okay I guess, life has its ups and downs, I'm just hoping they exist in equal proportions though.


Okay, so initially I wanted to blog about the few instances that make me real mad but then I was too unwilling to have to face them again lest I'll explosion in vexation, thus I decided that this blog shall be dedicated to the several special beings that helped me through this tough time along the way. And of course God led me through the way the most lah, because as He promised, whatever he puts us through He will lead us through!

 Uhm so these are the people whom I'm truly thankful for (in no particular order lol) :

 1. NG MEANYI

 omg im so reluctant to put your name at the top of the list but since your name came to my mind first, why nut? Back to the pointttttt THANKS BFF hehehe. I mean meanyi definitely isn't the most sentimental, melodramatic person on earth and often responds with crappy advices (lol jk) but I'm so grateful for her existence because I feel comfortable spilling practically all my thoughts out to her, while knowing that she prolly won't judge me. MAYBE SHE DOES BUT THAT'S BESIDE THE POINT. She's one of the really really really rare people whom I open up quite thoroughly to. I mean I do confide in others too, but not as much as I do in Minyi. yup I'm gon keep this short if not nobody would want to follow this blog post, see lah meanyi, for you Im willing to make my post dry as desert wtf

 2. xuannnzxc

 idw write his real name. okay I call him my self-proclaimed HTHT partner cos even though I'm constantly confiding secrets in him he refuses to reciprocate wtf. Therefore it's self proclaimed because he's my htht partner but I'm not his. I KNOW THIS SOUND DAMN SAD AND PATHETIC but oh well at least i have an outlet to rant to...? the chances of you reading my blog is 0 percent but I still wanna thank you for making me feel better every time I have something to say (but dont categorise me under "most people" pl0x). Although Im not as important as your beef steak thank you for your advices (errrrr) and basically for being there! idc if you think so but to me our convo is quite substance so be honored.

 and to random wushu readers s t a h p pairing us up lah I don't like him how many times must I repeat myself lol. don't be a douchebag, just


3. GWYNETH ARMSTRONG!!


I SWEAR THIS PERSON GIVES THE BEST ADVICES. especially when im facing difficulties at trainings and I decide to text her, she always responds with the most effective comfort+advice that n e v e r fails to cheer me up or motivates me to get back onto my feet, even when I took an arrow to my knees. Allow me to present her the best-athlete award, idek how she manages to possess such positive mentality but listening to her you can never go wrong. (Unless we're doing IH essay then listen to me duh) I dont think I specifically expressed my gratitude towards her but I do treasure each of your advice dearly, SO CONTINUE SHOWERING ME WITH WISE WORDS, FUTURE TEAMMATE!

 Actually there are a lot of other people who were there for me-- chyifang claire jalyn justin (for your morning text at 6.23 telling me not to catch a cold hahahha) sabrina yungshan hilary darryl +++, but I couldn't write a paragraph for each of them! SORRY!!!  And since I personally felt that minyi xuan and gwyneth truly helped me pull through the recent "plight" the most, I only wrote dedications to them lahh hahahaha. DONT BE JEALOUS LOL.

 Miraculously I felt a lot better after thanking the these people so I suggest the next time something gets on your nerves and you are on the verge of spamming timeline with swear words, just create a blog, give it a cool title, and thank the people who helped you through the tough times. I guess it helps to reset your mind to default so you can steer away on the negatives??

 OKAY THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY. HAVE A GREAT SUNDAY EVENING AND ENJOY YOUR BLUES WHEN MONDAY COMES. that aint even make sense wtf
as dark as dark chocolate Sunday, 14 April 2013 | 0 comments





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